babang.

When my eyes are closed I feel it's the best. There's something that happens to my mind when my eyes are closed...it has a life of it's own and it is absolutely beautiful. There are mornings when I fight with my eyes for hours because I don't want them to open. Hanging onto or picturing the last frame of a perfect or absolutely hilarious dream that I don't ever want to loose. I feel that now more than ever it's imperative that I no longer fight my eyes for them to stay closed when they want to. As much as dreaming is beautiful, reality can be just as wonderful. A lot of things have happened and I don't really know if it's to encourage my eyes closed or if it's to keep them open. I sound so emo. HA. I just figure if I stick with reality I won't be hit by any more forms of transportation. Maybe I don't know. Sleep is so wonderful too, maybe I should go back to sleep and when I wake up I won't sound so silly.