Black Butterfly

Schedule for next fall/this summer has parked it's ugly shadow right in front of me.
Don't get me wrong, I am the type of person who becomes excited about these types of things...but being overloaded with possibilities and choices...kills me.
'If I take this summer class...then I can continue this fall with this...but I need to take this too, I just want to get it done, but this works better with my schedule.."
I give up for right now. I'll deal with it later.

Women's retreat-aaaaamazing. That's all I really have to say about that, there's just so much to write about, there's not enough space. Summed up: I love community. The end.

I wish I had time to read. I bought two books online the other day...I DON'T have time to read them, I don't know when I will. There is another one that was recommended to me that I am really intrigued about. The thought of picking it up and soaking in the words and to just really meditate about it sends waves of jealousy through my body. I just want to have time to read a book right now...but I don't. I don't want to not give a book the justice it deserves by simply skimming through it, giving it a minute or two to mull over me and to then move on with my life...I don't work like that. I need a while to really read and soak it all in and then immerse myself within the story. Books are soooo much better that way.

I have fallen back in love with Laura Veirs and Kate Walsh.
After a short leave of absence, they are back in the family of wonderful sounds I love to listen to on a daily/hourly basis.

Song for today: About Today (The National)
(Probably the song for the past week or so)

Lyrics for today:
Bury My Head (Kate Walsh)
Why cant you be different from the rest?
Oh, won't you surprise me instead?
I've had it up to here,
Please just be my darling, my dear.

Video for today:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ml2Ae2SIXac
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=buKMlpDyRxw